Make Her Dream Coming True

I was in Pudong Airport Shanghai waiting for my mom and nervous when only few people left were walking out from the custom exit. I still could not see my mom. It was her first overseas trip alone.

So I was really glad when finally saw her was walking behind the airline officer.

'Seperti mimpi', my mom said. 'It was like a dream'. Coming to Shanghai was never cross into her mind. Me neither. The chance came in Nov 2005 after completing Global Wave 3 project for SC Johnson in Jakarta. I got the offer for next Global Wave 4 in Shanghai.

It was a common practice in consulting company to trade-in the flight back. In case I did not use my flight back I could use it for my family or friend.

In May 2006 two weeks before the project ended I asked my mom & father to come, but only my mom finally made it.

One thing that I like, and almost every consultant I guess, to work on overseas project is a chance to bring over loved ones to visit. Who does not like to have moment sharing the joy with someones we love?

During her two weeks stay, I took her around Shanghai and two cities nearby, Hang Zhou (famous for the west lake) and Zhou Zhuang the water city.

I was just happy to see her smiles.

At Ling Yin temple Hang Zhou:

The lover bridge in Hang Zhou. I was not dare to walk over there. Save it for someday with someone :)

We were in one of the old houses in Zhou Zhuang. My mom said it looks like in Mandarin drama.

My mom in action.. lol. I asked her to act like a shopper. The mannequin in Shanghai museum looks so real. The museum is located in the ground of Pearl Tower

Footprints

Footprints, a poem that I love to read over and over again:

One night a man had a dream.
He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord.

When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints.

He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it.

"Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I Carried You."

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I can not recall when exactly I knew this poem for first time. Probably when I was in primary school. It was printed in the bookmark which still can be found nowadays.

This poem suddenly came across into my mind while I was watching Lord of The Rings: The Return of The King. And it was reiterated again in Theatre Royal London for its theatre version.

There was one scene while Sam was struggling to lift up Fredo, his best friend, on their way up to Mount Doom.

Unconscious Fredo represents the weak, fragile and powerless character. He represents us as human beings.

Sam, whose faith was doubted by Fredo, became the real character of The Lord.

Everytime I read the last part of the poem I always feel touching. I wish to experience it when were falling. Who does not?

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Link:
1) http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Footprints_(poem)
2) http://www.lordoftherings.net/legend/gallery/ >Sam> View: A determined Sam carries his best friend Frodo up Mt. Doom.

My Turning Point

When I decided to take postgraduate study in Communication Management in 1998, I was feeling stuck. After few years working as a programmer, I really wanted to change direction from logical to creative world. To the world where I can create something visually that people can see and enjoy it.

I had fun using photoshop during my days in university. I created 'The King of Fractal' for one digital design magazine 'Idn' competition.

I took Communication Management with expectation that later I could work in advertising or media industry. Mid of 1999 I left my job to focus on my thesis as final assignment. But destiny led me back to the place where I belonged to.

After leaving my job I spent more time in equity gallery instead of studying. Equity gallery is the place provided by security house for their clients to monitor the stock trading and doing transaction as well. I just started my investment in stock market few months before.

By that time the market was so hot. The market became very attractive especially with internet booming and political situation in Indonesia. I did make money. But it was not for so long....

Entering year 2000, the stock market turned direction triggered by unsuccessful story of internet business and unstable political situation. The market was crash. The worst happened when I lost money in one stock share which was stated bankrupt. I was bankrupt too. Not only that. I had attracted my father and few close friends to put money in stock market. I was really feeling guilty and bad.

June 2000 I left my thesis on 'media habit of stock market investor' incomplete. Through my friend Utin I got new job. She is one of my friends who trust their money to me. I was back to IT world. I started collecting money again and first thing I did with that money was to buy back the share that my father and friends bought. It made me feeling much better. I put friendship on top rather than money.

Year 2000. Most people remarked it as millennium year, golden dragon year or internet boom. For me it was my turning point.

It was the time when I accepted the fact that my left brain worked better than his neighbor. I made a deal with my weakness.

At the same time I told myself to stay in the arena of stock market. My failure should not stop me to make investment in stock market. I believed that it was just a matter of strategy. Never jump to stock market for gambling and expect to make money instantly. To date the stock market is giving me much more than my lost. My failure was the price I had to pay...

Dusk in Pulai Spring

After 7 months staying in Pulai Spring Resort, just last 2 weekends I had moments to see the sunset here.

The balcony was just steps away from my room. From there I can view the mountain with orange sky in the background. It is truth that sometime or most of the times we do not realize that something lovely is so close to us.

ah..it would be perfect if not only myslef enjoy this lovely moment: